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{ Intro }
(MidKnyte!) (MidKnyte!) (MidKnyte!)
(MidKnyte!) (MidKnyte!)
(Oh damn)
(MidKnyte!) (MidKnyte!) (MidKnyte!)
(MidKnyte!) (MidKnyte!)
(I might go hard not gon’ lie)
(MidKnyte!) (MidKnyte!) (MidKnyte!)
(yea)
(MidKnyte!) (MidKnyte!)
(look)
{ Verse }
I think i should just let go of my past ‘stead of sittin’ on my ass
Switchin’ fast when they bring it up
I think i’ma have to pass if you bring me stuff
I think i'm going too fast, faster than a dash
Wearing armor to math class
I can say something ignorant to be indifferent
But the difference is that i’m brutally honest with some backlash
They tried to shut me up and shut me down, i got punched around
But i got back up to punch their mouths
I said “shut me how?”
Then i said shut me now
Layin’ on the ground
Shit went south real quick didn’t it?
Didn’t I miss the opportunity to capitalize off my aggression and depression?
Every session is a mess and wreck and i think i’m gonna about to rip off my flesh and my head
I’m tearin’ my hair and my eyes out
I’m drivin’ insane on different routes
I wish my life can be nothin’ hurtful
But i get a wordful of insults, i’ve been salt-y
To the wrong me
Spilled over the wrong tea, my cup of coffee has no milk in it with raw meat
Errors in my tears, barrels of bones like a gun to my marrow
No arrow headin’ down the right narrow direction
I’m feral in perplexition
Always showin’ affection, i need attention
I go crazy for you callin’ me baby
I’m sorry i’m like this
I’m sorry i hate it too
I made it through a rut i was stuck in like a mouse trap that house cat can fuckin’ bounce back
Tom in his prime, that’s my line, wait get out of my sights
I can take a different reason to be bleedin’ inside my eyes is blind, i can’t see it
The reason why you believe in me, i easily, break down and cry for you this beautiful scene
What you see in me, i’m not a genius, can’t make me fuckin’ believe it
I believe that i’m worthless but maybe, just maybe i have hope or something that i can find to
Cope
I grasp my breath every day so i can mope and hold on to any bit of piece of reality and not a fallacy i have left
Next breath that i take while breathin’ for no reason, i believe that i can be the reason why you needin’ a beatin’ i’m like the devil in your left ear over your angel
I’m horrible
Non-mournable
I feel like i’m not a person, i feel like i’m cursed in
A blockage in the road that left you indured it
In it was a journey but i don’t want to see me on that gurney
I'm not on a watch list
Better watch this
Fed up, and pent up, i hit a girl
She said that i was her world but now that’s over and my life didn’t change
I’m beggin’ for perplexual preparations peculiar penetration
Pen and pad next to a picture
Sayin’ that this is the only thing i’ll remember
Fetchin’ and forgettin’ for four women i can’t fix
Fend for livin’ or forgivin’ on winnin’ my life
Went to win and got hit again would i go with my while will while datin’ like a fuckin’ child
Why can’t you see if you date me you’re only gettin’ this
An insecure, needs reassurance 24/7 whiny little bitch
Maybe he can show me the way to the light and make my life go right
I think it’s time i put a little bit of my faith in my mind and state of love for him in every way
Right direction, i think that i might go in that for his next resurrection
I never met him, but i shouldn’t question my life or on why i’m like this
Or maybe he won’t like
Not ‘maybe’ because i won’t fight it
I’m truthful to my belief
Maybe that’s somethin’ you wouldn’t believe
Maybe it’s him and her that’s makin’ me wanna live life to the fullest and greatest
Change the world for the fullest
I think you have to be a full to make a joke and try to pull it
I ain’t nothin’ but follower to him
I’m set for life, all i know is if i do right and follow Jesus i can find the pieces of my question
And get answered in a way that was actually destined
It’s a test and i don’t wanna fail it
I hope i can see you in heaven
I mean my own name rhymes, it’s a perfect match with Devyn
I think since 11 i went in to a state of hate i got berated every day
I can’t control my emotions it’s like a roller coaster with each wave it’s like a ocean
I got no motion
So dry, you think i’d need some lotion
The meds make me calm but then i’m off and i’m on like a switch
I’m tired of doin’ this and gettin’ nothin’
Never gonna sell my soul and i ain’t fucking frontin’
Can’t wait to get that check for a hundred
Only 3 digits, that’s okay
It’ll break my space of reality to fly so high to the sky, that’s why my heads in the clouds it’s because of my dread
I’m never in a sedated state, it’s safe to say i’m a perfect of example of what’s good but
I tried so hard to help everyone else out but they forget me
I’m only sad because you hurt me
It’s like i’m alt but that’s not weird
It’s been a year
I don’t think ima quit
I’m master my craft to get that cheese like i'm BIG
I’ma leave my mark in this game for a minute
I’ve been it
I’m tired of not bein’ admired
Fuckin’ admit it
I’m gettin’ there
I’m pretty sure i can get to the bar
Or rise it higher
To this, all the way from “Vampire”
Per part of my passion get prosecuted par by bar
Out of pit put by parents in signs of strike
Snake slithers into a sake of sinister to the pope or minister to
Minimize my mental, more manically than manic in a state of panic to poach
Like a shoe under a cockroach
I don’t ever stop the yap in my raps it’s never a wrap unless i say so
Can’t get the first word in if your my feature until you have my say so
If i say no then it’s a no, better take my word
Before i make your head get hurt from this lyrical verse
Such a miracle, like it’s a spiritual curse
But it gets worse just fasten your seatbelts we’re going on a field trip
I’ll drop another clue for you, peek-a-boo, i see you, now i’m goin’ pee u
Because this shit stinks
Let me take you down the battle of my demons and the reasons i am me
I was a kid straight crushin’ the game of my life
For a while, i thought of having a wife, a child and car
But then my heart startin’ to departs and i got scared then i grew dark
And all my parts of my life,then it got right
And it was so bright that’s why D-I-M is in Knyte he will never see light
Years of plottin’ and rottin’ inside of my head
Caught in, because inside i’m head
No one in person sees me as a person and it’s hurtin’ and knowin’ no matter the massive of the masses
Or what stanza on each paragraph you’re gonna laugh
Call me ass, it’s the same thing won’t change
I used to battle them when i had a chance
I had fucked up life when i was in a trance
Maybe i’ll have the last laugh
Fuckin’ trash in my mathclass
Horrible grades, don’t know
To that part of the undersea, i won’t go
To think you don’t know how much i hate bein’ like this
I fight when i write this
I might this turn into a poem
I hit ‘em and slow ‘em
You will like me and not spite if you take a second instead of being a wreck and listen to me
Carefully, you will see, and understand my pain that’s so petty and pretty
The way that i can express and throw pity in a party that’s so partly pirated for the people to listen and choose, if it should start glistenin’ and bitchin’ and bickerin’ about who’s the biggest again
Instead of pickin’ a person from the underground and puttin’ him in the light so he shines
And in their rights, for their plans
I don’t see anyone makin’ it out without signin’ their soul from a deal
Like the reason for “Taylor’s version”
An amazin’ verge on the purge it’s urgent
I think the idols i looked up to is washed like detergent
I want it here and what it’s like to be with my plans
I can’t say i’m a man, but i can say that i went through stuff and i ain’t ever leavin’
I’m barely breathin’ i can see it
Ingenious that that’s the fuckin’ reason why i’m bleedin’ from my nose because if i had one
Chance to say and show you all that i can have the ball in my court like it’s basketball
For the pain, i mask it all
Bye this is the end of this song
I hoped that you can seem to cope and seethe along
And nope, i won’t die anytime time soon, day will be gone
The light and the nights feel so long
{ Outro }
(man, i barely said anything man, wait for the next tracks bruh, that’s gonna be crazy *laughs* wait for the next tracks, that- that’s gonna be craz-)
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